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| Tuesday, 6-May-2008 16:55 |
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...mama, baby nak baby baru!
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inilah baby baru tu...
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namanyer nur elyana aina kot...
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tak sure sgt coz panjang...
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fenriz teruja sgt nak adik...
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asyik tenung jer baby tu...
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tanak bagi baby jauh sket...
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masa ni aina baru few days...
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kecikkk jer, 2.6kg kot...
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mama nak pegang pon takut...
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ingat tak, fenriz pernah ckp cenggitu tak lama dulu?!!! well, as u can see, all the pics in this entry relates to that very statement... huhuhu... sesuka hati dia jer ek, nak wat request cenggitu. haper dia hingat mama bleh main order jer ke kat kedai? kalau bleh, mama nak tapau enam! hehehe... well yeah, i completely agree... a sibling can be a lifelong fren, BUT sometimes they can get off to a rocky start. big brotha may see the new baby as an attention stealer and a little jealousy is not uncommon. as for now, i personally think fenriz are not ready for the new big kid role yet, maybe i just have to wait another few years to help him lessen the sibling rivalry, huh?!!! erkkk, fenriz ke mama yg tak ready lagik nih???  mebi jugak laaa mama yg blom puas bermanja dan memanjakan fenriz... hehe...
when talking about other babies, fenriz always refer them as “baby baru”. dia still nak maintain panggil diri sendiri "baby" okehhh... i don't mind coz i believe this helps him to feel like a part of an expanding family, eventhou bukan adik kandung dia sendiri. for example, bila dia jumpa adik armand... he will form a bond with adik armand on as he shares in the anticipation... mcm tu gak la kes nyer bila fenriz jumpa his newborn cousin masa balik kg babah bebaru ni... giving fenriz a special responsibility helps him feel a part of caring for the new baby. sometimes i even allow him to help in appropriate ways with rocking, feeding, and changing diapers. however, i still consider myself not ready yet 'emotionally' and also financially for another baby, enuff said. please don't ask furthermore... full stop!
on a brighter note, a brand new bundle of joy has arrived at moon & co's. it's a GIRL!!! yayyy!!!  what could be sweeter than a new baby girl to love, aite? congrats moon, sutan & isk for the arrival of ameera suffiya! really happy for u guys! when babies are born, aku mmg excited sgt nak gi visit. aku nak cium baby yg bau seharum syurga tu... aku mmg suker babies, coz they bring new hopes and horizons. they give to our hearts the promise of a pure and new love, one that dwells in the land of innocence, childhood dreams, and wishes come true.
eventhou aku blom sempat lagik nak visit ami & baby aidan mikael, alin & salma azalea, sempat gak la kami sefamily gi visit moon kat penjara kajang tu... hehehe... memula ckp kat babah, dia terkezut. muahahahahaha... suspens jer bunyiknyer ajak gi penjara kajang kan...  moon nampak sihat dan ceria sgt menyambut kedatangan kami. lewat sgt kami sampai sana, sib baik MIL moon masak mihun goreng sedap gilos! hover tak kami anak-banak makan bertambah sampai 3 kali?!!! huhuhu... sori bebanyak yer moon, kami buat sepah umah. layanan ko & ur MIL mmg tip top!!! 
"ameera suffiya, we wish u soft lullabies and smiles of joy. hearts that will listen and gentle hands to hold. we wish u lots of happiness together. but most of all, we wish u love sayang... welcome to the world sweet baby girl!!!~"
yg ni plak masa lepak kat j.co donuts with fenriz & idd after work sometime ago. tak ingat dah bila... banyak sgt gambarsss nak update ikut susunan, mmg tak dapek laaa... huhuhu... selit jer yg mana ada...  there wasn’t any specific or concrete reason for us to hang-out this time, despite of my downright exhausting continuos mode. and since i was already in kl area, i took the opportunity to head down to pavilion with idd & fenriz to try the j.co donuts that created much hype in malaysia and blogsphere lately. yeah, my first time there! jgn gelak okehhh!!!~ me & fenriz picked idd up at leo burnett and then headed down to city center. we queued up, it wasn’t as long as portrayed at some blogs as it was a weekday. hence, it was roughly 5 minutes later we were served. not knowing what to take and knowing that their signature donut, “glazzy” donut is free if u order a drink, we randomly picked 12 donuts - a mixtures of “why nut?”, “oreology”, “alcaponne”, "heaven berry" and many more...
honestly, these donuts are definitely better than dunkin donuts. it’s simply irresistible! after trying them, i was already thinking of going back there, hehe... the donuts are soft and spongy. just the right amount and not too much of flour are used, which is a very common practice in other donuts. the donuts won’t give u a bloated feeling after that. it’s nice, really! gosh! i want to have my hands on these donuts again! idd, jom kita terjah lagiks jom?!!! 
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| Friday, 2-May-2008 20:30 |
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...the price u gotta pay!
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dah siap dimekap oleh kak nurul...
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ermmm, nyam! nyam!
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darren haikal pon ikut tau...
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kasik terjah itu lauk-pauksss...
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show dah start, alahaiii blurrr!
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sib baik ada kamera mak jules...
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(sepatutnyer ada banyak entry lain bersusun nak buat tp disebabkan teruja gilos nak update entry yg satu ni, so aku UP entry ni dulu la yer... another tribute entry celebrating another successful event by sutra d' mega, 'A Nite With Anuar Zain' at dewan perdana felda on may 2nd, 2008. *credit to mak jules for the marvellousssssss pics! thanks very much poms! u know how much these means to me! owe u big time!)
to begin with, i wish to congrats sutra d'mega (termasuklah abg aku, edrie hashim, org kuat disebalik mini concert ni) for this SOLD OUT CONCERT! we (me, mak, mak lang, kak ina, kak nurul & darren haikal) were there alongside with around 1,300 loyal fans of anuar zain. darren haikal tu kami bawak gak sbb no babysitter... fenriz & babah tak dapat ikut sbb mmg dah full house. kalau babah nak jaga dedua skali, mau pengsan kot babah kang... mak & mak lang pon last minit baru dapat ejas tiket tauuu! sib baik, kang majuk plaks, terpaksalah aku berkorban tiket aku kang... huhuhu... itu tak termasuk yg frust sebab tak dapat beli tiket coz tiket memang dah habis. sapa sangka tiket semahal rm650, rm400, rm350 dan rm300 boleh sold out kan?!!! memang happening okehhh! well, we were supposed to be seated next to stage just like before but due to an overwhelming response and a last-minute arrival of 'royal' entities, we have to make a giveway to them and were sadly thrown away far back from the stage... huwaaaargh!!!  takpelah, nak wat cemana kan... pasrahhh jer laaa... dah nama pon masuk free! huhuhu... tu pun sib baik ada tiket, kalau tak memang kempunan lah nak tengok bang nuar malam tu...
bear in mind... this is not a review. this is just my personal opinion of anuar zain's mesmerizing vocals performance. when abg edrie told me his latest project for sutra d'mega few months ago, i was totally thrilled. i have always been a fan of anuar's voice since forever and his new album is a far cry from his first album where his vocals were raw and untamed. now, we are given, track after track, a very mature and polished performance of a very consistent voice that hits all the right notes and very high ones at that.
 
now, on to the mini concert. this showcase is an almost perfect example of good music, despite of few technicals error on the sound system quality. i mean, the arrangements of the songs are of superior standard. nothing much than what i would've expected. bleh plak sound engineer wat hal no show malam tu. aduhaiii, sabotaj ke per??? sib baik la ada bidan terjun, but still not good enuff to cover up. maybe my imagination has brought me overbroad, but i was actually expecting anuar would somehow rather surprise us with the beauty of an 'orchestra live strings' for his first mini concert that costs more hundreds $$$ from his loyal fans. but no, there were nothing special about anuar's musicians ensemble. just the same musical directory from mac chew, that we have heard before, which i rated them as average, normal and so-so. not much of an impression from award winning music director, i dare to say. i know the strength of the concert is anuar zain himself, BUT if only anuar come out with the strings ensemble, i bet it will be more subtle yet haunting...
 
  
  
BUT the greatest gift anuar could have given his fans in this mini concert is spoiling us with his 'yummylicious' voice in EVERY selected tracks for the nite. i was intrigued that song after song offered real depth of his silky edge's voice and vast vocals performance. at that moment, i'm not only impressed of him but completely floored. fantastic and  ohhhh....almost orgasmic! such. voice. mmmmmmmmm. thank u so much for that, anuar! *muahz*
songlists: almost 20 songs --> keabadian cinta, sesucinya cintamu, semua untukmu, i’m the lucky one, kau bunga cintaku, mungkin, sinaran suria, jangan bersedih lagi, perpisahan, bila resah, tak lelah, kembalilah kasih, hanya milikmu, teman terulung, lelaki ini, ketulusan hati.
with the theme of ‘glamorous nite’, anuar's appearred onstage in his classic simplicity, not overdone neither is it wanting nor contrived. anuar looks confidently secure and relaxed, in his all black suit, and so he should be. the styling is elegantly casual, not a crisp suave suit in sight. i like! when anuar politely told all his fans that he can't come down from the stage, one should know that his direction towards the controversial issues in the media craziness speaks his volumes quietly without screaming out at us. this is how his mini concert should look like... takde sesapa 'sakit hati' bila tengok anuar kena pelok cium histeria dgn poms gediks yg rata-ratanyer dah awal-awal serbu depan stage sebaik saja anuar zain muncul di atas pentas. however, adegan 'tarik-menarik' memang agak sukar dikawal ketika anuar menunduk untuk menghulur tangan bersalaman dgn peminat setianya... auwww!!!~ kesian plak tengok anuar, struggling himself to stand straight and continue to sing again. huhuhu...
 
bertemu anuar selepas konsert, he is still full of charms and his aura is still over-flowing despite of his rambut kontot tu... being typical me, of coz aku lebey suker rambut dia panjang arrr... tapi takpe, still malatops! hehe... masa kitorg reramai tgh tunggu anuar abis interview dgn press, tetiba jer terdengar intonasi suara anuar agak meninggi.
"DID I SAY SUCH THINGS? DID I SAY ANYBODY CAN COME AND KISS ME? DID I? DID I OR DID I NOT?"
"NO! I DIDN'T! I DIDN'T!"
sumer yg ada dlm bilik terdiam. mata tertumpu kat anuar sorang. menyedari situasi tu, anuar cecepat mintak maaf. banyak kali dia cakap yg dia tak marah that particular wartawan. memang la sumer tahu dia tak marah, sebab dia kontrol kemarahan tu dan masih cuba mengukir senyum, tapi kita sumer tahu yg dia sbenarnyer frust sangat. can see, coz it really shows! penat giler okehhh jadik anuar zain, sumer hati nak kena jaga sedangkan hati dia sendiri orang lain perlakukan sesuker hati... sian sgt tengok dia masa tu... aku sempat tanyer anuar naper potong rambut? tak ensemmm arrr, bley slamba aku sound dia?!!! ye arrr last aku jumpa dia 6 years ago dia 'janji' tanak potong rambut, tetiba aku tgk masa APM dah kontot... lama tu dia simpan kan... then masa nak balik tu dia bisik ckp "dik... sbb hensem sgt la susah, kang kena tarik ajerrr... buang sket la hensem tuuu..." sambil tergelak kecik bley??? kuakakakakkakaa...
| Quote: | | "takpe anuar, just let it out! its normal okehhh. ur just merely human, and i think media terlupa that u have feelings too. sampai bila u nak senyap dan senyum saja. takkan u nak biarkan dorang buat citer tak btol pasal u all the time kan? mmg tiba masanyer untuk u bersuara lantang, memperbetulkan apa yg tidak benar... so, i think u dont need to feel embarassed okehhh... coz frankly speaking, i tabik u coz u let out ur true emotion about the whole scenario yg makin mengarut tu... dari situ kitorg nampak ur frustration towards of what had happened, and trust me u have my full respect when i saw u like that. it goes back to 'u cant control others, u can only control urself!" very true indeed! i know u didnt said what they reported u have said. i know... so, keep on shining anuar! rise above all the hardest time, hold on and be strong! everything's gonna be alright soon, the storm will end and the sun will shine again! let love light up the darkest sky and u'll be flying! people will never stop creating stories about u, but u can stay the same and survive in ways u never thot were true. keep a smile within ur heart, and keep on shining thru and thru!" |
 
overall, what anuar has achieved thru his first mini concert is an even bigger crowd, support, love and respect from the previous showcases with distinctly controlled singing that is classic anuar zain. it's worth the wait, and all his blood, sweat, and tears, and his fans' patience. here is the concert for high notes lovers, and the most impeccable and polished singing by anuar ever. thanks everyone for supporting good music and pay anuar what he's worth... simply breathtaking... congrats to anuar zain for a job well done! *muahz lagiks* hehehe...
 
 
click here for more clearer pics! enjoyssssss!!!~
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| Tuesday, 22-Apr-2008 17:22 |
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...raising fenriz, my way!!!~
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dari auditorium besar astro...
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dipersembahkan secara langsung...
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akademi fantasia musim ke-6...
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(the conclusion of spring break in iskl brings much reflection on me - and all that needs to be completed by the time summer break begins. i suspect, we would all agree that the calendar pages seem to fly by, with the beginning of the year quickly become the middle of the year and then *wink* in a blink, the middle becomes the end. all this while, my fenriz are growing up and changing rapidly, a fact that is both wonderful and dismaying. with this mental set in mind, i would like to highlight his progress as i, again, missed his 26mths milestone update... well, whose to blame? server kat ofis yg slalu kena 'cirit birit' giler slowww motion or... fenriz yg very demanding nowadays? asyik nak mama.. mama.. mama... babah & wan dah tak laku... sampai mama nak dok depan pc upate his progress pon takleh... but hey, he's now 27months! can u believe it?!! phew!!!~  )
| Quote: | | currently, life for my fenriz is all about play. dia tahu nak mainnn jer! but i don't see that as a problem at all... bcoz this isn't the time for any 'formal' teaching, leave that until 'big school' begins! hehehe... i personally think that a child who enjoys learning should be encouraged and the way to do it is thru play and thru every day activities... fenriz learns alot thru play - i believe if he cant learn something thru play, he aren't ready to learn it. physically, play develops his muscles and dexterity. mentally, it builds up concentration, encourages imagination and creativity. emotionally, it shows him empathy and caring. socially, it teaches verbal skills and sharing and boosts his self-esteem. sapa cakap asyik main jer tak bagus utk budak-budak his age?!!! i don't quite agree to that okehhh... |
fenriz: Mama... nak tengok Akademi Fantasyiaaa!
mama: Owhh... Fenriz suker Akademi Fantasia ek?!
fenriz: Ha ah… Suker... Menuju Puncak! (sambil goyang tangan mcm menari... hehe)
mama: Hehe... Pandainyerrr... Fenriz afundi sapa kot?
fenriz: Afundi Stanley... Wahhhhhh Seyyy!!!~ (siap buat gaya mcm stanley, tangan ke tepi tu...)
terhibur sangat tengok keletah dia kalau cakap pasal akademi fantasia... macam la faham sangat pasal nak afundi, nak sms, nak menari, nak nyanyi sumer tu... kengkadang tu siap mintak handphone mama, pastu buat mcm tekan-tekan depan tv. kononnyer tgh afundi la sapa2 yg faveret dia kot... tapi dia taklah minat stanley sgt pon, cuma suker stanley punyer trademark tu jer... catchy!!!~ hahaha... trademarks student lain tu dia mcm konfius sket nak buat... AF has been our family get together series every saturday nites, since AF1. thus, we never want to miss that!
(inflatable stage ni adalah hadiah befday dari auntie alin @ mama AJ yg baru jer bersalin bebaru ni. sori alin, blom berkesempatan nak jenguk alin & baby salma. hadiah dah beli for her... just that now tgh keep low sket, still down... blom pulih spenuhnyer... nanti bebila kita jumpa ya! fenriz mmg suker sgt dapat stage ni tau... masa babah pasang stage ni, dia dah tak sabar nak susun all his musical instruments tu... hehehe... siap pasang jer, terus capai gitar wat show depan kami sefamily... sooo cute!!! click here to watch his audition for AF! hehehe... he was disqualified due to his age factor, thou the judges thot he was really super-cute! thanks sooo much, auntie alin for the stage!)
| Quote: | | walaupun teruja tengok ramai kengkawan dah start hantar their kids to play-skool, mama blom plan nak hantar fenriz yet. bukan sbb kedekut duit, or anything like that. of coz mmg ada save funds for his education kannn... just that right now, i seems to have the 'quality time' in helping him enjoy learning. having working in education field, why not let me be his 'first teacher' huh?!!... i wanna be the first on everything about him, kannn... hehe... getting on at skool is just a matter of having the right attitude. my fenriz are full of curiousity, always asking questions. i'll always answer his questions however repetitive it may be. i'll make sure to keep my answers short and straight to the point, supaya dia tak konfius. i'll wait for his 'follow up questions'... tempting as it may be, i'll never say 'because!' when he ask 'why?' i believe, if he is old enuff to ask the question, then he is old enuff to get an answer but i'll keep the answer appropriate to his age. on top of that, i'll always ask him questions to solve simple problems. we also read plenty of books and stories together. i'll teach him to interact with the book by talking about it. tak kisah lah brp kali mama kena ulang mender yg sama pon... repetition is part of learning, so i'll read him the same stories again and again if he want me to... anything for u sayang! |
fenriz: Mama... tengok ni! Baby boleh angkat gitar mama ni!
mama: Fuyoooh!!! Terrornyer anak mama tu...
fenriz: Haaa, Fuyooohhhh!!! Terror kan… Anak mama ni kan! (muka bangga tuuu...)
mama: Tapi kang jatuh kang... Mama tak tahu... Berat tu...
fenriz: Takpe arrr... Baby larat... Ni tengok arrr... Fuyooohhh!!! (beria-ia convince mama...)
mama: Jangan suker sgt... Kang jatuh, Mama 'Fuyoooh'kan gak kang!
fenriz: Mana ada arrr... Tak jatuh punyer! Fuyooohhh!!!
mmg budak degil... bila kita larang, dia mesti cakap yg dia boleh buat... naik malas mama nak larang dia, biarkan jer laaa... mmg skrg ni, mama expect dia akan make a lot of mess. i'll try harder to never criticise and give him lots of praise instead. dia akan bangga sangat bila mama puji... pastu dia akan dengar cakap, drpd mama marah dia pastu dia throw his tantrum tak pasal-pasal... huhuhu...
(click here to watch budak degil yg konfiden sgt dia bleh angkat gitar besar tuuu! hehehe... terkial-kial nak pegang, almost tersungkur ke belakang... Fuyooohhh!!!~ )
| Quote: | the word ‘NO’ is bound to be met with opposition. he doesn’t understand that often mama are just trying to keep him safe. nor does he want anything to get in the way of his quest to find out about how things work. he can't understand why mama won't let him do exactly what he wants. he'll let mama know this with confidence and volume... notty sangat! *grrrrrr*  yeah... i know, now is the time to start letting him take the lead more and more. the more relaxed the fun, the easier the learning will happen. i also learn to accept that all kids is different and love that difference. i encourage fenriz to develop and feel excited about his particular interests and let him feel a sense of pride about being different. |
fenriz: Mama... Nak Mandi! Nak Mandi dalam Tub!
mama: Alaaa... Tak yah arrr... Mama siram jer ek?!!
fenriz: Alaaa... Tanak! Baby Nak Mandi Tub! Tub Besar... Tub yang ni...! (siap seret sendiri tub kaler biru tu dari balcony masuk bilik air, bleh?!!!)
mama: Alaaa... Baby tipu... Baby bukan nak Mandi... Nak main air jer...
fenriz: Baby Nak Mandi arrr... Nak mandi sama Ultraman... Mana Ultraman?!
mama: Mana Mama tahu... Tadi letak kat mana?!
fenriz: Mama carik arrr... Baby nak mandi sama Ultraman!!! Ultraman dah busuk, Tak mandi!
macam tu la stiapkali nak mandikan dia, mesti nak bawak ultraman mandi sama. kalau takde pon, dia mesti nak bawak lori, motorsikal, kereta, traktor masuk skali dalam tub mandi sama dia... skali-skala jer mama bukak swimming pool plastik tu untuk dia... kalau dah dok dalam tu, berjam-jam la jawabnyer mandi, sampai naik kecut... pastu mama plak kena marah dengan wan... *grrrrrr* 
(ada banyak lagik pics masa ni mama snap sbenarnyer... tapi yg lelain tu censored, tak mendapat kelulusan finas untuk disiarkan. kang kena rate 18sx plakkks!!!~ muahahahahhaha...)
| Quote: | | before fenriz enters the 'terrible twos', he was totally devoted to mama and followed mama everywhere. here comes the bad news: suddenly he wants to stand on his own two feet and assert his independence. he continually tests my limits as tantrums are inevitable. toddlers have tantrums because they can't express themselves properly. it's a sign they can't cope. for all his willfulness, if mama speak to him sternly, he may burst into tears. right now, fenriz need to be taught how to deal with his emotions and how to tell mama what he want. frustration, tiredness and hunger cause tantrums. he wants attention and will scream to get it. when he is anxious and insecure, the more likely tantrums will be. i know that he is still very attached to me. i'm his main source of security and anything that takes away my attention - which fenriz may have enjoyed exclusively until now - is unsettling. he is also learning to gain and hold an adult's attention thru social interaction. he asks questions and will happily chat away when any familiar adults responds in conversation. he's becoming more frenly with others... |
mama: Fenriz... Nak ikut Mama Naik Car tak?
fenriz: Nak Ikut... Nak ikut Mama Naik Car pegi Sana...
mama: Sana tu kat mana, Sayang?
fenriz: Ermmm, Entah arrr... Mama, kita Baying (baring) jer arrr dekat sini arrr...
mama: Abis tu, Tak yah kuar Naik Car ke?
fenriz: Tak Boyeh (boleh) arrr, Mama... Tak Boyeh... Tak Boyeh Naik Car...
mama: Kenapa Tak Bolehhh?
fenriz: Sebab Car takde... Wan pakai Car... Haaa...
i noticed fenriz tak pelat S... tapi dia pelat L dan R... but by now strangers will probably be able to understand most of what he says, eventhou he will still struggle to express some words clearly... but not bad la, not bad at all... i can see, he's building language skills and desire to learn prompt many ‘why’, ‘what’ and ‘how’ questions. as long as mama understand, should be ok... hehe...
(pics were taken during babah's colleague wedding, few months ago. suker sgt dgn pelamin merah+putih yg dipenuhi dengan fresh red roses tuuu... fenriz sibuk nak layan main gambus plaks... asalkan mcm bentuk gitar, sumer dia belasah. sumer tergelak-gelak tengok keletah dia... sempat nyanyi selagu utk pengantin of the day, hehe...)
| Quote: | lagik progress fenriz yg bleh mama banggakan (of coz yg bersesuaian dgn umur dia)... mama mana yg tak bangga apapun achievement anak dia kan... well, same here... hehe...
able to identify a fren by naming. so far, antara kengkawan yg dia slalu sebut is alia (imelia), kasih, haris and syasya. kengkadang ada gak dia sebut syahmi. paling dia slalu sebut is kasih, without pelat at all... dia mmg sebut kasih, not acih tau... tapi bila dah jumpa kasih jual mahal plak... apa kes ntah... muahahahaha...
 curious to see how things work. he’ll open and close drawers, up-end containers to investigate its contents, put 'em back again, put and post all sorts of objects into all sorts of holes, and then start the whole process again as he conducts his play experiments. mama plak yg naik pening tengok...
enjoy scribbling on paper – and on the walls, floor, fridge, good books, anywhere yg berkesempatan – with crayons, pencils and paints. sangat kreatip kan??? anak sapa la tuuu...
 able to understand and follow a simple request such as ‘bring me ur book’ or ‘pls throw this to dustbin'. mmg bleh diharapkan sgt kalau mama in lazy mode. kita mintak tolong, dia akan happily tolong mama around the house... he feel very proud of being a good helper, sayang mucuk mama tu! hehehe...
suker repeat things over and over. repetition in play is extremely important for kids his age, i'm totally aware of this. putting things into containers, tipping 'em out, putting 'em back into containers, tipping 'em out. this repetition is how he masters skills and understands what to expect in certain situations. slain dari tu, dia suker sgt tengok vcd befday dia kat hrc tu, video klip 'nyata & maya' yg featuring himself & mama tu, dan yg terbaru skali vcd sinchan... vcd sinchan tu hadiah wedding mama dapat, dah lama dah... the voice-over is indonesian slang. alamaks, tetiba fenriz terror ckp indon sudaaah... huhuhu... |
mama: Fenriz... Mama dah Balik!!!
(everytime balik keje, mama akan melaung camtu kalau dia tak tunggu kat gate. kalau dia senyap tak menyahut, mama tahu dia menyorok dalam khemah. hehehe...)
mama: Cak!!!~ Fenriz wat per ni, Sayang?
fenriz: (terkejut, pastu senyum lebar) Eh, Mama dah bayik (balik)?! Eh, Bila Mama bayik ni?!
mama: Tadi lagi Mama dah balik, Fenriz tak dengar ke?
fenriz: Tak Dengar arrr, Mama... Baby Tak Dengar... Sowi ek, Mama...
mama: Fenriz dok dalam Khemah ni, sbb tu Tak Dengar...
fenriz: Ha ah arrr... Baby main Khemah. Baby sorang jer... Baby Tunggu Mama bayik... Kita main khemah sama-sama ni... Jom Mama Masuk!
mcm tu lah... kalau bleh mama kena masuk skali dalam khemah tu tido sama dia. dia tak pasan ke mama dia ni besar, mana nak muat masuk seluruh badan dalam tu. kengkadang mama layan jer, masuk kepala kaki kat luar sambil baring-baring dgn dia. masa tu la mama ajar dia A to Z, 1 - 10, main 'flashcards' ... sbb mood dia tgh baik sgt masa tu. i don't usually expect too much from him, but he continues to amaze me every now and then... learning-by-rote may make him look clever but real reading requires skills which i think later would be appropriate, if he's bilingual. aku lebey fokus in recognition of basic numbers, letters and shapes, but isn't crucial. its more important to me that fenriz can sit still, listen and follow simple instructions... i keep limiting myself from leading to unrealistic expectations and avoid comparing my fenriz with others. all children develop at different speeds...
(at his age now, fenriz want to test all the limits, climbing as high and running as far as possible. he'll be running at full speed, lots of bumps and minor falls, biasalah kan... budak tgh lasak! mama biarkan jer... hehe... salah satu cara to help calm him down, mama beli khemah ni supaya dia tak asyik berlari dan memanjat jerrr... kalau dia dok dalam khemah, dia akan lebey rileks. fenriz suker sgt lepak dalam khemah sambil baring minum susu. banyak kali gak ler dia terlena kat dalam tu, tapi kejap jer coz panas... hehe...)
| Quote: | able to feed himself with a spoon and fork, and drink from a cup. dah lama dah pandai sbenarnyer, tapi slalunyer comot arrr... mama kena kemas balik rite after, but now dah getting better... tak comot dah... mama hepi coz he begin to be more independent, want to be in control and do things without help. go fenriz! go! hehe... hover kan mama ni...
begin to feel embarrassment, empathy and envy sometimes. i can see him struggle to keep his emotions in check, possibly resulting in occasional tantrums...
 moving, dancing, singing and headbanging along to his faveret songs. music of all sorts can have him imagining fantastic things like flying or floating in space... but his preference of coz loud and heavy music... it really shows kan?!!! hehehe...
enjoy using his senses to explore the world, and can solve simple problems with the ‘trial and error’ method. he will practise an activity many times to master it, and can complete short-term, concrete tasks. this year typically marks the beginning of pretend play, where he experiment with familiar objects and situations to process his experiences... of coz mama plays important role kan... |
"measurements for my love to u: bigger than the mountain, deeper than the sea wider than the whole wide world, they look minute – compared to the immeasurable emotion in my heart. expressions of my love for u: they look cheap – compared to the priceless feeling in my heart. descriptions of my love to u: they look plain - compared to all the eternal passion in my heart. fenriz... mama can’t measure, express or describe u but u keep overwhelming inside me, u're my strength inside, i am stunned not knowing what to do!!! hepi 27 months, my baby boy!"
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| Friday, 11-Apr-2008 18:30 |
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...berdua dgnmu pasti lebih baik!
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(a bit of the dust is settling in the halls of ISKL as we begin to debrief and reflect on last semester. it is quite a process, and thou the dust has settled, i still slept for 4 hours every other nites coz life in the ISKL fast lane has begun again. i would really love to actually debrief over a real holiday getaway sometime when the ink has dried. yeah, i do think i need rest, due to my time and dedication to it.... but now, time to catch up on my sweet personal moment, with my other half, idd...)
bebaru ni ada dapat 'special invitation dinner' from concorde hotel. aku pon tak sure kenapa tetiba dorang invite aku. so aku pon call tanya, rupanyer aku automatically dah jadik members utk priority plus club coz booking banyak bilik for long term during cis/wasc accreditation visits to iskl few weeks ago. chaiyok arrr!!!~ aku takyah wat apa-apa pon, tetiba jer dapat baaaaaanyak points. hehe... best! best! aku ajak idd temankan aku gi dinner ni, sbb dah lama tak spend time dgn idd. winduuuuuu!!!~ concorde hotel siap pesan suruh pakai 'pink glitz and glitter' coz that is the theme for the nite. fullamak sey! mana nak cekau baju all pink yg bergemerlapan kot?!!! takkan nak pakai baju kurung or kebaya kot... kata gi dinner kan, bukan nak gi kenduri kawin... ewaaahhhhhh!!! aku pesan kat idd, dia pon pening kapla nak selongkar seluruh baju pink yg ada dlm lemari..
ended up, aku pakai jer yg mana ada... redah jer laaah!!!~ bukan orang nak tengok aku sangat pon yer tak, cewahhh! aku fetch idd kat LB after ofis, then went straight to concorde hotel. arrived there around 7pm, ramai gak kaum poms yg dtg dengan penuh sinar berkilauan dan bergemerlapan. kagums aku nengok! we were damn hungry by then bcoz we didn’t eat much during lunch. ye arrr nak gi dinner kan, so makan sket jer la kononnn... kitorg terus terjah meja hidangan buffet, tak toleh kiri kanan lagik dah... hahaha... lapar giler... masa tgh melantak desert, fashion show began. aku dgn idd tak berganjak, continue layan makan eskrem lagiks sambil layan la fashion show tu gak. seriously, the food there was superduper yummy! mmg kellessssss!!! hilang sgala tatasusila diet aku malam tu, pedulikkannn... masa ni arrr nak makan ye tak... esok lusa bleh diet! rezeki jangan ditolak... makan free lah katakan... muahahahahhaha...
menyesal pon ada masa dorang announce 4 names to be onstage. rupanyer ada hadiah utk best dress of the nite okeh!!! frust giler aku tak menang any of the lucky draw prizes, mmg la aku tak pernah lucky pon... tapi kalaulah aku tahu ada prizes utk best dress, aku sanggup pakai berkilat-kilat pink dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki semata-mata sbb tanak balik tangan kosong tau tak!!! huhuhu... manalah aku tahu kan... next year harussssss aku all out kebabommmmmm!!! ada sorang kakak tu pakai simple jer baju kurung pink tapi ada labuci banyak gak ler, pastu pakai tudung labuci, bleh menang?!! kalau stakat cenggitu, aku bleh buat lagik dasat per... ahaks! tapi takpe arrr... bukan rezeki aku... cuma yg ralatnyer, prizes nyer tu adalah idaman aku... 3D 2N ke hard rock bali okehhh!!! mau aku tak rasa nak meraung?!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!~
 
 
pastu ada health talk la plak. bosan sey! aku dgn idd dah start menguap. dia cakap pasal obesity, apa yg bleh makan apa yg takleh... walhal tadi baru jer dok hadap menketedarah tak hingat!!! muahahahahahaha... tak relevan langsung! kitorg layan gelak-gelak amek gambar pakai timer, bleh?!!! kuakakakakkakakaa... around 11pm, tamat acara. idd ajak aku teman dia amek keta kat LB. sempat singgah LB jap, sambung amek gambar pakai timer lagiks!!! sib baik tak ramai orang masa tu. aku dgn idd buat LB tu macam umah sendiri. muahahahahahaha... tp actually masa tu aku tgh down sgt. thats y aku nak spent time dgn idd. dalam hati dok teringat sokmo kat fenriz tapi skali-skala aku perlu gak carik ruang untuk diri aku sendirian. so, aku carik idd. she's the BESTest fren i can have. i'm a very frank and transparent person. if i'm unhappy about something, i'll immediately look for idd to unload coz she have known me longer and put up with me longer than anyone, including any men and she knows me better than any one else. i never keep any secrets from her.
yg bestnyer bila berdua dgn idd, aku asyik gelakkk jer! idd tu giler! muahahahaha... she tells the best jokes and always makes me laugh. frens like that are rare. she catches my drift and i catch hers. she know how to snap me out of a bad mood and never fail to pray for me when i have no words left... yeah, i know ...berdua dgn idd pastinya lebih baik!
| Quote: | | sori tak sempat buat kolaj, pastu pics a bit blurrr... sila ejas mata anda sendiri utk pics yg lebey jelas ye... hiks! |
"idd, thank u for being there when i needed u... and even when i didn't, thank u for being there thru the good times... and the bad, thank u for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, thank u for catching me... before i fell down, thank u for wiping away the tears... when i was crying, thank u for cheering me up... and making me laugh, thank u for all the great memories... and the bad, but most of all... thank u... for being u! i trust u already know, i love u sooo much!" *muahz*
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kalau date berdua je ngan kak nurul aci takkk??? zz marah takk 
